Sunday, May 24, 2009
Have you ever felt like..running running the journey but everything like repeat once a again...I dunoe what type person i can or should be?..It seem everyone always put brave front in front..telling everything is alright but the things to be settled is revolving in their...wishing when it end...only when things happened then realize what we want???...Why seem the lock in my heart is not open out?..Sometimes i really dont understand myself...I know i need to walk bravely cause i have my love ones to be accountable to..my strength and motivation..:) Does true existed? or only drama??
happy is the word i want to save
5:51 PM
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Special people in our life,are like stars in our life...
Special thanks to the special people in my life,you guys know who you are..You are those stand beside me,hear my problem yet be there for me...
I realize that something the hard you try to learn to be closer to the person,the more you will lose the person..think nature take the course..
It seem only that times pass then i start to understand myself better,learn my repeat mistakes and dont repeat that..and never look back what have been pass already..if i look back,i am only a person filled with regrets and unhappiness..it seem nothing is for forever..the best gift is to be accountable to what i have done in my life before i die..:)
happy is the word i want to save
1:32 AM
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Truly very busy soon...exams and projects deadline coming...When fish and Co after class...and the glasshouse in PS..but it was pouring heavily...So sianz last time was at the PS mall now it move to its own building...times pass very fast...everything change...but i dont know why i kinda feel a bit lost...I feel that i struggle in my world...I dont understand why i continually have that kinda of feeling...Financially strained and seem i facing problems i dont know how to face...
but it seem when there are friends who stand and understand me...i feel i must go on win the race...I cant say i dont know and how?...I must tell myself..I can and make it...I can Pass...and i can meet it...
The rainy day make us enjoyed our day...So funnie we are at 2 roads across the road..If ask the taxi uncle drive us to PS so funny...We managed to run to next roads...super drained...but the underpass can walk pass....SIANZ...then we start taking pictures..angela say will upload in facebook..wheee new pictures..:)
Erm...to my dear friend i hope you can wait for him..and your dream come true..
but i but believe true love...that only existed in illusion??...Btw i really thanks my best friends for hearing my pains and problems and help me...Thankie..:)
happy is the word i want to save
4:24 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
it been a while...think kinda of long while never update my blog..
Times always change my perpectivers in times,i realize i need to change my attitude and make things working...I wonder when it is my time and i can do the things i like..I read a book say dont wait at the finish line then i start to be more appreciative to the things in Life...I should cherish what i have even i need to face the challenges in life and become stronger...I wish i will become more emotionally stronger each day...the more dissapointment mean the more stronger.. :)
Somtimes bad things happened it show how human nature/Life it or let us know it is not worth to cherish it?
happy is the word i want to save
2:06 AM
Sunday, December 30, 2007
mixing
finally..
decided to do my fav kimchi..seeing korean drama certainly spur me in making..
Finally..rate myself 6/10...a bit too sour way to improvement..:)
happy is the word i want to save
8:41 PM
Saturday, December 29, 2007
my faV xmas present
Bus jam...
Board the normal bus but i went to another way...beside the aunty kept asking me whether she board the right bus...correct mah..but the route is so different....I dropped off and look at the bus number...correct mah...i thought i took the wrong bus...just as i walked down i realized what had happened...Instead it was a kinda bad day for me...Board the mrt..a fashionable aunty used her bag and shoved me..because in front of me got bus...she didnt even apologized...OMG...If you want to sit i can give you but not this method right...That why people trademark singaporeans kiasu???...I just a seat...Last few day..i saw one man refused to give sit to an old aunty standing in front of him...the most outrageous is HE was not sleeping and stare at the old aunty...I stare at him back..he used his big eyes stare me back...siGH..what is the world coming..It seem many issues these days happened really make me kinda very sad...:(
happy is the word i want to save
9:47 PM
Thursday, December 27, 2007
cover irene today..9-9..cause her mum birthday..happy birthday AUNTY...She so nice lied to her mum that she at work then go collect the large cake...aunty kept calling at workplace..i say she off..then irene oei say i at work...wana to give her mum surprised...so aweee..sweet lor..Sob today i work morning...feeling kinda of tired..and sorry it seem i somethings not to his expectation..At lest the korean chicken lunch perk me up...Food really my best pals..that why i growing kinda of fat..cleaner aunty saw me last 2 years say i change more round...aiyo..ok i will lost weight soon..Another thing it seem experienced people work very fast...and good result..ADmired man..Ven got in..woot..congrats..Yvonne asking me when my turn..i really thanks to have her as my friend pretty and so nice..encourage me...it seem that many people only care in their lifes..not ya..:)
k aheading to work soon..achak...
happy is the word i want to save
10:39 PM
mixing
